i was left to ponder today ,whether i should take 'ML B'. i still dont know.
i have decided to totally cut out accounts from my life and really concentrate on my other subjects ,especially maths and science. accounts can just die for all i care. all the fucking current liabilities and capital and what not. like i bloody give a damn. what a fuckup subject. well ,it couldve been easy if i wasnt such a fuckup myself ,and paid attention last year. but i dont know it got too confusing for me to handle then i gave up listening so now im suffering. but hey ,if i fail just accounts ,i can still make it . so gooderbye you stupidwasteoftimemafackasubject.
This year ,i am determined. Last year i was just useless& always kept jokingly thinking how i wanted to be a construction worker or road sweeper and everything got kinda annoying for me last year that i kinda started considering it. but no. this year ,i am going to prove to my family that my IQ level is not 27. and then next year im going to try and do even better and get into a poly.
Tomorrow's cca orientation and im gonna wear a pink tutu with ballet tights and point shoes. how fun! im going to attempt to go on point and hopefully i dont dislocate my ankle. :))
for ghandi's sake , all i want to do is just bleed right now..i am in a great state of discomfort i want to chop em off. Have a good Friday tomorrow everyone . sleep in on saturday ,yall deserve it.
[we'll make signs&riot outside the blue and white building. bring a bottle of kerosene ,light ,burn it down baby]