Monday, April 02, 2007

i want to shove my hand down my throat and just scratch. so itchy.
Anyway ,you know what ..i have to buck up in everything. EVERYTHING. im not good enough. fucking standards are so high ,such a fuckup. i want to go on a vacation and forget everything. so much to absorb. so much to learn&memorise. so much to do. so much to work on. wtf are they trying to do?!

(i want a happypill. i want i want i want.)

nothing comes easy and that bloody sucks. i missed the abortion video on friday so i searched for it on youtube. and this is what i have to say:
DONT HAVE SEX. NOT EVEN WITH A CONDOM. JUST CONTROL YOUR MONSTER.
or you could just take note of your menstrual cycle ,and according to the standardized textbook, you ovulate on the 14th day. and ovums and sperms have a life span up to 3 days. so dont have sex two days before the 14th day or worse still on the 14th day itself. actually no ,just dont do it. practice self-control and you will save your uterus and the littleuglyalienythingy called a foetus. i dont know why im doing this but any of yall interested in the abortion video go search Silent Scream. on youtube k? kbye

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