you + you = perfect

im annoyed. and mummy's going away for just a whole day tmr(today actually since its alr after 12) and i feel like going crazy and just roaming everywhere with someone. anyone. i just want to laugh and laugh and take drugs and smoke weed and cut my fingertips and vandalize the walls with my blood. ee. no. just laugh and talk and forget. that would be nice :] perhaps i'll call Jan. Alili's going fishing :( so i cant call her. zara's prolly working to add on to the big stash of money she has hiding in her bra. Aida has high tea cos she's becoming a woman tmr. today actually. HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHEW AH MENG. or maybe nessa! ah well i just wanna go out tmr and not waste the day away at home rotting like a bitch. i mean its not everyday that my mum is in a different country for a whole day. not like i have anything interesting to do at home a whole day without a parent! and i dont think anyone's gonna be home the whole day either so why stay home. anyway im scared to. har. k la bye