31st July 2007 ,the most screwed up fucked up day of my life. and people say 13 is bad. pleasee.
Well ,i never thought i'd get into this shit. there goes my testimonial and my conduct. & to think ,if we only did things differently and thought twice ,today wouldnt have happened. today ,felt like shit. i am probably stepping down from being chairman.because of many things that she said. i mean ,who the hell am i trying to kid? chairman. i thought i could but no. i think ive had enough said about me being all shitty for the job. but i brought this mess upon myself so imma fix it. i dont feel bad for myself at all ,i just feel annoyed. but the one person i feel bloody bad for is my mummy. i was such a disappointment to her today.
the school ruled this as Truancy. and it sucks because i was home the whole time. people think "aiyah truancy only ,in-house suspension for one day only. nth laa" but there's so much more than that. all the shitty mixed feelings and the fear of facing your mum and the regret and everything. but i just didnt think.
so now ,im grounded for a month and yeah i feel miserable but im kinda happy as well because i think it'll help me. my phone is gone for two weeks because the nun confiscated it. so for now ,no social life. and im not angry at all because i deserve it.


lit lessons are gonna be awkward because she officially hates me. ah well.