there are two main times in a day that i go into deep thought:
-when im showering
-when im lying in bed at night

today in the shower i thought ,
how could anyone be so cheap and easy? i mean despite normal upbringing ,what makes them want to be loose? what makes that little thought of fucking anything that has the ability to erect trigger in their little twisted mind? is that my clue? "TWISTED"? perhaps they're just wired that way. maybe it has absolutely NOTHING to do with upbringing and everything to do with how they see themselves. they probably think they're hot and all the guys want them. but they fail to realise some guys just want a fast fuck. and you fail to realise that you look like a cheap whore rather than the girl who "gets the guys". its usually the other way round ,honey. sorry. anyway yes i am targetting someone with this post and i wish nothing more than for her to bloody drop dead in front of my eyes:) and mind you ,i dont wish that upon just anyone i dislike. its the people i fucking despise that i dare say this to. people who ruin other people's lives. who just dont give a fuck how their actions may affect others. all they think about is themselves and pleasing their own dirty little fucking selves. yes you dumb dog-fur-hair. you look like a transexual ,you dirty whore. shave your facial hair then come and talk.

daddy dear ,
get off that pedestal &push that knuckle back into place. realise. repent. feel. remorse. feel remorse.