i wish the average brain stored everything happy and beautiful only. nothing negative. i hate the way things in my life tear me apart sometimes. family issues and stuff. how people change ,walk out on you. how you watch the same person making that same mistake over and over and you cant do anything about it. how my thoughts stress(ed) me when im alone. how i wasted a period of time of my life. how this and that this that this that whatever.

i am hungry ,but its 2.19am. and ive been pigging out waaaay too much which is why im going jogging tomorrow!
k goodnight.