so..im still pretty heartbroken about michael jackson. watched his memorial and the coffin just made me have such a heavy feeling in my chest. i have this thing about coffins and flowers and anything funeral-related. "maybe now, they'll leave you alone" his brother said. they better and if they do, god cant believe it took him to die before they left him alone. he never was a paedophile to me. not ever.


straying away from that, my brother is like in his "im 13 and i cant talk about anything to my sister" phase. GOD it is so annoying. i remember being very open when i was 13. i told my mum who i found cute and stuff. and my mum goes (to my brother): "you better not be doing inappropriate things! you can have girl friends but not girlfriends. i dont want you to be having sex at the age of 13" and my brother slaps his hand to his forehead and mumbles stuff. and i say "ok mum. he's not acting very open about this which is a good sign. he hasnt matured yet. its scientifically proven that at this age, he has a mind of a 10-year-old. it's all good" and he goes "eh wahlao. thanks"


my dad's acting up again. well , i kinda expected this but im sure i'll be able to start on the 17th.