"so bloody hard to fucking make you happy" mmm..now there's something to ponder about.

anyways. i get extra sleep tonight which is awesome. still got lotzzz going on. i just kept 5 stacks of clothes. i think the world would be better without germs then we wouldnt have to wash them. no wash means no folding. no folding means no ironing and keeping. just buying and wearing. (Y)

the world would also be better without jealousy, paranoia,guilt and betrayal. srsly..why break it in the first place? when now you'll have to scramble, pick up the pieces and try to superglue them perfectly back together? even if you succeed, there will still be cracks. right now my life does not possess the perfect emotional balance i had months ago. and im hoping as hard as ever, the hardest ive ever hoped, that it'll all be over. my exams are coming and i dont fucking need this from anyone.


Today:
lisa:(reads facts from zara's itouch)ehh you know pumpkins arent vegetables? theyre fruits. avocados also.

zara:....really?

lisa:uhm ya..but zara..i never saw either of them as veggies wtf.

zara:ya me too! theyre fruits whaaat

lisa:exactly.


stupid fact.
k night