i am tired of getting involved. i am tired of knowing secrets. i am tired of trying to be your friend. i am tired of trying to please everybody. i am tired of knowing the truth and seeing people lie their way out of it openly. i am tired of fake innocence and hypocritical quotes (now i am referring to you). i am just very tired of always being treated like ive been the worst friend ever, when in actual fact, ive always tried to be the best for all of my friends. all my life, in all the different groups of friends that ive had, one of them always seemed to push me aside, accuse me, belittle me and make me feel like shit. thinking at university level, my biggest nightmare was finally over. little did i know, the oldest friend that i have, is giving the most problem. ive been sad, ive been angry. but now, im just really really tired.

goodnight everyone:)