these few months have been filled with disappoinments and good times too. bangkok didnt happen, bintan didnt happen. but it might happen in september. BUT Avalon Day 1's gonna happen alrightttt! cant wait for that. and ive got a 4-day temp job gonna get $400 bucks for that. so eventually good things surfaced thank God cuz i thought i was gonna be stuck in that rut of disappointment for like..ever?! oh God its gonna be 5am in 14 minutes and im fucking hungry...i havent stepped on the weighing scale ever since i got sick and lost 2kg. not planning to step on it anytime soon at the rate ive been stuffing my face God dayum!