the last exhausting roadshow and i felt like a dirty, musty, oily mess after everything because: 1) the shirt is dry-fit & 2) haze + humidity = DEATH. i had to get out of the disgusting shirt so i changed and i felt so ugly, fat and frumpy in my outfit. and i was abt to cry because i felt so dirty and ugly at the same time that is the worst combination ever i swear. and david goes "girl, you look fine why are you about to cry" and i go "no im not!" but in my head "how u know" and now i am lying here exhausted but unable to fall asleep and im going for morning mass know. CHAM-PI-ONNNN.....