things have been pretty alright. results come out next week ,i am bloody freaking out. i've had terrible mood swings today ,idk what caused them. perhaps i am ovulating. my appetite's been pretty haywire as well. ah well. going to tp's openhouse tmr with cia. romance a bit la ah?
fingers crossed for next week , i want vet tech sooooooo bad.

ah yes , and i think didnt talk about new year's. so anyway spent my new years with my boyfriend. with some vodka and cigarettes and just the warmth and awesomeness of each other's company. alicia came after ...very high. we played with sparklers :] it was fun.

i feel for a change. a physical one. go down a size or two ,make sure my collar bones look like they're gonna burst my skin open any minute(k maybe not that much) ,chop off my hair. ah well we'll see.

ugly monster i keeeel you haiya!