sometimes i feel like killing my alarm clock i swear. i was having such a nice dream about joe jonas. and my boyfriend was in that dream too and he was hanging out with megan fox HAHA. i think my mind was tryna suppress the guilt of dreaming about another guy. ah well. another day(or night) of school today later at 7pm. and tomorrow's orientation and i really dont wanna have to play games or icebreakers or whatever they call it.

i hate this stupid feeling that i shouldnt be getting but i am and i was never this way.