why do you keep me waiting ?
why do you give me attitude ?
why do you lose your temper?
why dont you call back when i want you to?
why dont you call me often when you're out?
why did you pick me up on a bad note today?
why do you call me names when you're mad?

on the other hand,

why do you rush down for me?
why do you talk to me nicely?
why do you control your anger and talk it out nicely with me?
why do you call back 2 mins after i hang up?
why do you message me immediately after we hang up?
why did you make the effort to call me and message me today?
why did you bother picking me today despite everything?
why do you take back everything bad you say?
and why in the world do i love you so fucking much?
because of every single thing i've written up there. for your good and bad points. the way you look at me and the way you tell me im ugly when i bite my upper lip. the way you give me a nice warm hug after ive had a day at school. the way you get me food even though you only have 5 bucks. the way you get protective. (that pisses me off sometimes but at the end of the day i love you anyway because it just shows you want me for yourself). i love you david darren, you have no idea.

on a less sappy note ,i had a conversation with an old lady called Aunty Consie today and i enjoyed it so much because it was like talking to my grandma all over again. i miss her sooo much.