Thursday, February 18, 2010

i dont know anymore really. he used to want to see me everyday and now, he can go on for days. i bet if i didnt make any plans for a week, he would make his own plans. we talked it out and it was better for awhile, but now, its starting to creep back in and i am not loving it at all. for the first time in 2 years, he rejected my call and ignored the next one JUST BECAUSE he was gambling? wow. and called me annoying cos i "disturbed him". when i jumped out of my sleep at 6am that same night/day, i called him. only to get "i'll call u later can im with my friends" thrown in my face. at 6 fucking am? and mind you, i left him alone the whole night before "interrupting" his gambling session. i just lay there..speechless. i was so tired the next day and i had an exam. he chose a movie over me last night because he was annoyed at me (and the best part, i dont know what i did other than call because he msged me to ask what i was doing(: ). and today, after school he goes home instead of meets me. why? TIRED. why tired? yall make a guess. i was right. this will never go away. not ever.