The song maker says, "It ain't so bad"
The dream maker's gonna make you mad
The spaceman says, "Everybody look down, Its all in your mind"

exhausted, annoyed, sleepy.

sometimes ,you really dont get me. other times ,you know exactly.
sometimes ,you're unreasonable ,i am too. other times ,you understand.
sometimes, you over-react, i do too. other times, you're calm.
sometimes ,you hurt me ,i hurt you back. other times ,you treat me like im a precious rare stone.
i am not like that. some things ,i really have no control over. i get shit everyday from at least one person i barely even know; a person that i've never seen in my life. i get sarcasm ,i get shouted at, and i get french ,if you know what i mean. so sometimes ,spare a thought that i dont need extra things to piss and moan over. as it is, after the first few calls, i feel like walking out.
but i do love it when you pick me up and greet me with a packet of teh peng. of course i dont expect that from you every single day. so thank you. i love you.

well ,im getting sick of the same old routine every single damn day. 2 potato curry puffs every morning ,a cup of cold water and a smk. in the office by 9.45am ,first call by 10am. talk about living the life of a damn robot, balls.
and i feel like doing a quiz now.

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: water
2. Last phone call: Aga
3. Last text message: David
4. Last song you listened to: Sugar by Flo Rida
5. Last time you cried: maybe a few weeks ago

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: yup
7. Been cheated on: maybe
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: yeah
9. Lost someone special: definitely
10. Been depressed: guess so?
11. Been drunk and threw up: ya ,hate it.

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. purple
13. red
14. black

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: yup
16. Fallen out of love: nope
17. Laughed until you cried: yes many times haha
18. Met someone who changed you: nope
19. Found out who your true friends were: yup and i love them to death.
20. Found out someone was talking about you: not really but people gossip so not surprised if someone has been talking bout me.
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: nah.
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: actually ah. what list? k nvm.
23. How many kids do you want to have: 2 at most 3. we'll see la ah?
24. Do you have any pets: a dog and a cat. almost a rabbit but it died from dehydration :/
25. Do you want to change your name: nah
26. What did you do for your last birthday: little family gathering
27. What time did you wake up today: 7am
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: watching youtube vids with my mummy
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: my pay.
30. Last time you saw your Mother: er like..two seconds ago.
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life ?: o level results.
32. What are you listening to right now: the sound of the fan spinning. haha
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: tom. my godpa's name is thomas but we call him tom for short....is that counted?
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: nothing much really. im feeling quite calm and peaceful. ohmmmm
35. Most visited webpage: youtube
36. Whats your real name: Katy Perry. I wish. Lisa Marie Hoeden
37. Nicknames: Li , Lis, Lisa Hoe, Marie Hoe(thanks zara i love you too), NESS(hahaha), Leesy
38. Relationship Status: attached(hate that word so jijik)
39. Zodiac sign: goat
40. Male or female?: Female.
41. Elementary?: sacps
42. Middle School?: sacss
43. High school/college?: prolly mdis
44. Hair colour: confused fusion of red brown and blonde. damn.
45. Long or short: longish
46. Height:1.63cm.
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: no
48: What do you like about yourself?: not sure.
49. Piercings: ears and nose.
50. Tattoos: getting one on june 12th.
51. Righty or lefty: Right.

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: never had one.
53. First piercing: 4 or 5 years old.
54. First best friend: fatiqah.
55. First sport you joined: never did. is ballet a sport?
56. First vacation: phuket
58. First pair of trainers: dont know man

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: nothing
60. Drinking: water
61. I'm about to: take a shower
62. Listening to: nothing
63. Waiting on: jon and kate plus 8

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: 2 or 3. or 4. maybe 5. no la at most 3
65. Get Married?: probably.
66. Career?: anything to do with science, animals or medicine.

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: both please?
68. Hugs or kisses: both also please?
69. Shorter or taller: Taller.
70. Older or Younger: Older. but so far im older by 9 months...thanks.
71. Romantic or spontaneous: both but at the right time.
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: arms.
73. Sensitive or loud: knows when to be sensitive and when to be loud.
74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: neither. just normal.

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: no
77. Drank hard liquor: yup.yucks. never again.
78. Lost glasses/contacts: no
79. Sex on first date: no
80. Broken someone's heart: i guess so.
82. Been arrested: e. no
83. Turned someone down: yeah
84. Cried when someone died: no actually i popped a bottle of champagne. duh cried like a bitch man.
85. Fallen for a friend?: yes. and now i want to KEEEEEL him. just kidding i love you.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: sometimes.
87. Miracles: yeah
88. Love at first sight: nah people often mistake lust for love.
89. Heaven: yes.
90. Santa Claus: nope.
91. Kiss on the first date: depends on the situation.
92. Angels: yup

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: no
95. Did you sing today?: yup.
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: no
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: kindergarten.
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: cameron highlands minus the adults:D
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: prolly would be if my current relationship doesnt work out.
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: or so help me God.